I’m so sick of everyone manipulating trust.

For almost my whole life I lived everyday, trusting no one.

As soon as I realized that was part of my problem, I decided to trust people more.

And what has that done to me?

Fucking torn my heart out, rip it into billions of pieces, set it on fire, then put the ashes back inside to fend for themselves.

I can’t handle this.

I can’t handle everyone lying to me anymore.

backstabbing me.

crossing me.

fucking me over.